my hair disappeared

it's the shortest it's ever been. it feels weird and it feels great! i needed the change...

before

after
i almost freaked out

Sarita!!

This is my dear friend Sara! I love you and miss you! Once we were weird girls on campus. Now you're married and starting a beautiful family. You and your husband are so great together. I will see you guys soon! :)

*stole this picture from her blog. i remembered i had a picture of her (top) with the same shirt. thanks for letting me see your pregnant belly on my blog too, sara! <3

Discover

"We are each gifted in a unique and important way. It is our privilege and our adventure to discover our own special light." -- Mary Dunbar

i miss them

kiani suggested to me one day:
"kuulei how bout we try this...one day you can hang out with your friends but the next day you have to hang out with me. we have to take turns. i dont see you anymore."

i about cried.

what to do now

i got my answer
not sure what it means...
"Patience"

patience for what?
a yes?
a no?
don't wanna tell me?
secret?

i obviously can't have a straight answer right now
i have to be patient
for the answer
or for what's supposed to happen

so i am.
waiting
and writing about waiting

it'll all work out
somehow
sometime

Things for me

My body chose a great week to be sick and miserable:
A busy(stressful) week of working, concert planning, media developing, homeworking and...not-really-sleeping. Now it's finally over.

I finally feel better tonight.

I've been writing lists on scrap papers around the house of things I want to learn and do and experience and make and be happy about.

This post is more just a reminder to myself.
In no order.

• run every day
• be a pro at intense jumprope
• learn to breakdance
• choreograph a few
• make a memory book with my family
• make a montage of Planet Earth pics i've collected
• make another dance video
• organize my room - books, papers, pictures, decor, everything
• blog more
• send packages to friends far away
• make, send baby gifts to all the new mommas out there
• make a youtube series
• play ultimate frisbee
• hike every week
• go to the beach
• learn sign language
• dance
• dance
• dance
• dance

They're just things for me
to think about
to love
to accomplish.

all i wanna do is

dance.
dance.
dance.


i wanna feel how i feel when i

dance.