my hair disappeared

it's the shortest it's ever been. it feels weird and it feels great! i needed the change...

before

after
i almost freaked out

Sarita!!

This is my dear friend Sara! I love you and miss you! Once we were weird girls on campus. Now you're married and starting a beautiful family. You and your husband are so great together. I will see you guys soon! :)

*stole this picture from her blog. i remembered i had a picture of her (top) with the same shirt. thanks for letting me see your pregnant belly on my blog too, sara! <3

Discover

"We are each gifted in a unique and important way. It is our privilege and our adventure to discover our own special light." -- Mary Dunbar

i miss them

kiani suggested to me one day:
"kuulei how bout we try this...one day you can hang out with your friends but the next day you have to hang out with me. we have to take turns. i dont see you anymore."

i about cried.

what to do now

i got my answer
not sure what it means...
"Patience"

patience for what?
a yes?
a no?
don't wanna tell me?
secret?

i obviously can't have a straight answer right now
i have to be patient
for the answer
or for what's supposed to happen

so i am.
waiting
and writing about waiting

it'll all work out
somehow
sometime