last semester

it's my last semester of college. just to give an idea of how busy i am, here's my hectic schedule:

sports and culture (where i learn about all sports and how awesome they are and how they make people so strong and smart and beautiful)

american sign language (i'm so happy so happy to be learning a new language and i'm so happy)

eternal marriage (religion class learning about how to make marriages last for forever!)

video production (online. watch videos and make videos.)

ok so now you know that i am not actually complaining about my classes. i love them all. i'm so smart for fixing my schedule so i'll have an amazing last semester.

but really i'm still stressing with work and all the work on top of that. and knowing that i'm supposed to figure out what i do "post-grad", "when i grow up", "with my life"..and so on. ok stop trying to scare me already cus i'm sure life will be just the same. exactly. the same.

golf fan?

my 4 year old nephew is a huge golf fan. he's super smart and very skilled. he is very excited to introduce his new youtube page :) i helped with the video. and while working with him, it shocks me how clever this guy is.

i want to watch

i've spent the last hour reading and clicking around about indie films and upcoming movies and great actors. i just really want to see Blue Valentine when it comes out in December! and the French film Heartbreaker, which seems to have already come out but I can't find it playing or on DVD anywhere....HELP.

That's all i've learned today.

ok i just watched Broken English. loved it for its reality. no romanticized drama or fairy tales.

pandora my friend

i can't sleep. the bed does not call my name. this does not make me feel golden during the day.

maybe it's pandora's fault. my radio friend has been playing the past 3 hours. ugh keeping me up dancing and singing. insomniac much?

underwater hotel? yes please. my favorite idea. maybe i would sleep. uhh i take that back. i might be too fascinated by the ocean.

speaking of the ocean, my (3 yr old) niece and I watched Little Mermaid together. the other day we went to the golf course. she dove.... stomach to the grass...and says, "I am a mermaid" in a lovely, mature, singing voice. like no one could hear her. just...reminding herself that she is a mermaid as she looks back at her feet (fins).

Friday Freestyling

dance episode in my kitchen

i know i'm crazy but i like to dance in my kitchen. this is episode 3:

my horoscope?

So I got bored and I like to read things that supposedly knows exactly who I am and what I will be doing in the future..haha.
But actually, today's horoscope is kinda cool/funny because it's what I was going to blog about anyways!
I'll be graduating from BYUH in 4 months or so...ok so it's 128 days! I've been looking at different options for my life, trying to keep in mind that I CAN achieve my dreams - that I can end up doing something I love and enjoy.

Presenting today's horoscope:

"No matter how busy you are now, it's crucial to set aside a block of time where you can sit and dream about the possibilities ahead or freely talk about your hopes for the next phase of your life with a close friend. The Moon's current visit to your 11th House of Long-Term Goals takes your mind off the everyday noise of your job. Give yourself a break; instead of worrying about tomorrow or next week, extend your vision much further into the future."

I just got off the phone with a dear friend of mine. Her name is Nina. She's married with two children and has been a huge inspiration to me.
She had a dream about me.....?? Wow horoscopes and dreams? She just assured me that I have a lot of potential and she thinks I'm special :) She gave me advice about my job and about future plans.
I am so grateful for my friends and family who are so thoughtful of me. I have a lot of loved ones who are far from me and I miss them and think about them often.
I just want to visit everyone wherever they are and help them, serve them, give back love that they have shown me.

Today's special picture: the coin we received from the President at BYU-Hawaii.
The other side of the coin says "Enter to Learn, Go Forth to Serve"
This side shows the Laie Temple and a "meaning" of A-L-O-H-A.
Atonement - Love - Obedience - HA (breath of life)