Friday Freestyling

dance episode in my kitchen

i know i'm crazy but i like to dance in my kitchen. this is episode 3:

my horoscope?

So I got bored and I like to read things that supposedly knows exactly who I am and what I will be doing in the future..haha.
But actually, today's horoscope is kinda cool/funny because it's what I was going to blog about anyways!
I'll be graduating from BYUH in 4 months or so...ok so it's 128 days! I've been looking at different options for my life, trying to keep in mind that I CAN achieve my dreams - that I can end up doing something I love and enjoy.

Presenting today's horoscope:

"No matter how busy you are now, it's crucial to set aside a block of time where you can sit and dream about the possibilities ahead or freely talk about your hopes for the next phase of your life with a close friend. The Moon's current visit to your 11th House of Long-Term Goals takes your mind off the everyday noise of your job. Give yourself a break; instead of worrying about tomorrow or next week, extend your vision much further into the future."

I just got off the phone with a dear friend of mine. Her name is Nina. She's married with two children and has been a huge inspiration to me.
She had a dream about me.....?? Wow horoscopes and dreams? She just assured me that I have a lot of potential and she thinks I'm special :) She gave me advice about my job and about future plans.
I am so grateful for my friends and family who are so thoughtful of me. I have a lot of loved ones who are far from me and I miss them and think about them often.
I just want to visit everyone wherever they are and help them, serve them, give back love that they have shown me.

Today's special picture: the coin we received from the President at BYU-Hawaii.
The other side of the coin says "Enter to Learn, Go Forth to Serve"
This side shows the Laie Temple and a "meaning" of A-L-O-H-A.
Atonement - Love - Obedience - HA (breath of life)

hi. i'm updating my blog.

i like sunsets.

6 weeks of shaking

i'm not lost. i'm not confused. i'm not desperate for answers.

seriously life is great.
i'm just waiting. i'm progressing day by day, crossing duties of my list, learning, living in excitement, living easily, looking forward to family time and road trips.
if you asked me a month or two ago, i would have said...

"holding on to patience wearing thin"
yes, this has to be what i've been waiting for.
yes, i have to pursue this happiness i feel.
but wait, oh great.
no, i really don't know what to do, what i want.
no, this can't be happening to me.

i think all my emotions were getting shook like a snow globe
then i watched them fall as i stood still.

then i realized it's ok to feel sad and intent. but only for 60 seconds.
then i realized everything i was missing in those 60 seconds:
laughter, hope, family, talent, friends, ocean breeze, sleep.

so i got back up and filled my heart with hope and love. i smiled. and counted every blessing. i only got so far before i broke down in tears for being so selfish, failing to acknowledge these miracles before.

so on to better things!

my dancing episodes!

I'm starting a YouTube page with my crazy free-dancing! haha! Go to YouTube, subscribe and enjoy the spontaneous fun...here's episode #1!! :) hahahah

23

Got up at 6:30am and went to Waimea Bay to relax (yes, before the sun came out). Hana and Nehoa came with me :) So it was cloudy and cold but it honestly is nice just being there alone, enjoying the silence and scenery. So we laid down on the towel cuddled together with the umbrella over our heads.

Once it cleared up a little, we decided to take a walk. By the time we got to the other side of the beach, it started POURING. ahhhh great! You know what's funny, though. When it's raining, the beach becomes really calm and crystal clear. The drops falling on the top just seem to turn it into ice or something. It's really pretty.

Well, the sun finally came out and I went swimmmmin! I was the only one in the water! Well...there was a turtle. And an old man doing laps. And I'm sure many fishes and nasty creatures under my feet. But I love them all.

Pretty rainbow. Gonna be a great day! It already is!

Skipping the daytime...going straight to dinner. Everyone was waiting for me at home. The girls decided it was a princess party and didn't tell me! They're so adorable I want one of them.
We danced to Jonas Brothers, Miley Cyrus and other radio Disney characters. We danced til they dropped.

My favorite (and only) present. Kihei made me a CD of his cool songs and picked me flowers. He loves me. :)
That was my fun-family-filled birthday! Happy 23!